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Updated 5/08 [M 54] I am a straight guy who has been married to and having sex with only one woman for the past thirty-six years. Sounds pretty boring doesn't it. Well it's not, I've had sex with probably thirty or more women all over the world before I got married and thats when my sex life really took off. My wife Di and I have learned things about sex that we never even dreamed of before. One of those things was how much fun we could have watching porn.
When VCRs came out we saved up our pennies and got one and then started collecting porn videos. Every time we got a chance to spend a day together alone we'd throw a blanket and pillows on the living room floor and spend the whole day watching erotic movies and fucking and sucking until we were exhausted. Now you ask, what does that have to do with gay fantasies, well about seventeen years ago Di and I were watching an erotic movie when I realized something was different, instead of focusing all my attention on how big the actresses tits were, or how well they sucked cock, or what their pussies looked like, I realized I was checking out the guys cocks, how big they were, how big the head on it was, and how much they could cum. This started to happen every time we watched a movie and I started getting more movies with oral and anal sex in them so I could watch the ladies suck cock and imagine what it would feel like to have a cock in my mouth and the same with anal sex, I started wondering what it was like to have a thick, long, hard cock pounding in and out of my ass.
This went from movies to me wondering every time Di sucked my cock what it was like. I actually started getting jealous of her but it sure made her great blow jobs even more intense. I couldn't keep these feelings to myself any more and after about a year I told Di about them. She was very understanding and even said she understood how I felt because she enjoyed sucking cock so much and knowing how my cock felt in her cunt and occasionally in her ass she understood why I wanted to be penetrated the same way. Well this changed our sex life a little.
I ordered a few bi-sexual videos and realized that seeing guys suck each others cocks didn't really do anything for me and anal sex between two men wasn't half as exciting as watching a cock in a woman's ass. This just confused me even more. Well Di started fingering my ass and I really enjoyed it so we moved on to trying one of her vibrators and that was great. Well we thought it was just the fantasy of sucking a cock that was turning me on but the thought is always with me. Di knows how bad I would love to have a big hard cock shot cum up my ass and down my throat but we both know I don't know anyone I could trust to try it with and we really don't want to bring someone else into our relationship. Di knows if we're having sex and she wants me to explode like crazy all she has to do is whisper in my ear that theres a guy with a huge hard cock kneeling next to us and she wants to see me suck his cock. She indulges me with fantasies like that all the time. She's always telling me about us sharing a cock, my favorite fantasy, both of us taking turns sucking some guys huge dick until it explodes all over us and we share his cum. Di has indulged my fantasies in many ways.
Years ago she was giving me one of her fabulous blow jobs and instead of swallowing my cum like she always did she held it in her mouth and came up and gave me a big cum filled kiss. I was surprised at first and the cum flowed out of my mouth until I realized what she was doing and licked my lips and enjoyed my wonderful juices. Every since that time I don't let any of my cum go to waste, whether its on our bodies, in her mouth, in my hand, or my favorite in Dis pussy, I lick up every drop. Dis also catered to my anal fantasy and we have amassed quite a collection of anal toys and dildos. We just recently acquired my favorite, a harness and double dildo for Di to strap on and fuck my ass until either she worn out or I can't take any more. All this super sex is great, but I have to admit I do still fantasize about sucking and fucking cock a lot.
I used to be jealous of any thought of Di having sex with another man, but since I've been having these fantasies she is always in them and I really get turned on thinking about watching another big cock fuck her beautiful pussy or sliding in and out of her little mouth, just imagining how good the other guys cum will taste when I eat her pussy or kiss her. I'm pretty sure my fantasies will remain just that, fantasies, but they have added so much pleasure to our sex lives I really don't mind. From what I've read acting out fantasies can be real disappointing the majority of the time so I'll just keep mine between Di and I and occasionally share them with you readers. So I guess the answer to the question is YES straight men can have gay or bi-sexual fantasies and still be happy in a heterosexual relationship.

Updated 3/08 [M] i am a happily married and straight. we both have a high sex drive my wife will try any kink even with a much varied sex life. i do wank thinking about cocks wanking, sucking even having men ride me. when alone i stuff a pair of jeans and a shirt a strap on poking through open zip. sucking the dildo and mounting it as i wank I've wondered am i gay? Definitely not! out of curiosity i have visited a public toilet frequented by gay men once to maybe have an experience,and a second time to confirm my conclusion..i was approached at the urinal by a young good looking guy exposing his erect penis i knew right away i felt no sexual feelings even when he reached for my cock he beckoned me to follow him outside and into his parked car i though ill go with it,we both lowered our trousers and stated wanking each other but no i was in no way excited and actually a little revolted i was wanking a mans cock so`s not to offend the guy i made an excuse i couldn't get hard cause i was ill, by this time the guys cock was pumping i gave him a good wank and ran off,second time almost same scenario almost..i sucked a mans cock(well protected)totally disgusted me had to apologize and run away...still enjoy sex with my latex cock but I'm sure i'll never want one attached to a real man.

Updated 2/08 [M 71]My fantasy begins with my lover waking me in the morning, sucking, licking, and biting my nipples, making me rock hard so I reward him by taking his enormous cock in my mouth, slowly massaging it with my lips and tongue, being carefull not to get him too aroused, so I can enjoy the pleasure of his bulging cock in my mouth, because I too am rock hard as well as my nipples, which he keeps twisting and pulling as I salivate on his cock, I can feel his pulse by the veins throbbing in his cock, wanting to explode in my mouth, as he strains to slow it down, he can no longer hold back and unleashes a torrent of cum in my mouth, I continue to suck and swallow, leaving just enough in my mouth for a kiss with an appreciative lover, we collapse and savor the cum on our lips.

[M] About six years ago, I and two other guys were kyacking, in a two man kyack, down the James River in Virginia. They were shy or straight, and I was nude. The outdoor air on my shaved penis and balls was fantastic. At some point, the kyack hit a large rock and overturned. Everybody and everything was out and floating down the river. My two shipmates managed to get ashore and rest on a little gravel beach. I joined them too, after I'd retrieved the loose items that were floating away. We all just layed there catching our breath. As we began to get ourselves back to normal, I thought how wonderful sucking on a penis and drinking it's milk would be right then. I was the only one who was nude, but if they had been nude also, the time and the place was just perfect for prolonged penis sucking. And warm milk would have been perfect for me, because river water is a bit cold. It would have been a bench mark in our lives. I think back on that day, from time to time, because of it's sheer perfection as a time and a place to penis suck. Another perfect place would be during camping in the wild. After a day of hiking, settling down with a beautiful penis would be wonderful. I'd play with it for as much as an hour, getting all of the drops of premilk, before finally sucking for it's milk. Sometimes I like to play with it, and suck even after it is empty. There are always some last drops to be tasted. And if I do it right, sucking a penis while hand milking my own, can almost take me back to when I could suck myself. But the outdoor air makes everything more intense. And for all of this, a female friend watching and helping to milk would add that last little bit of excitement. Maybe, in the next life...

Updated 9/05 [M] I find that when I'm not in a relationship I fantasize about being with a man.I also find myself noticing mens bodies at the swimming pool.I usually just fantasize about a situation leading up to sex with a man.I am single at the moment so I am constantly thinking of having a mans cock rubbed against my behind.
Every women I have asked about liking women in some form has admitted to some form of attraction to other women.I think everybody has a bit of bi-curios in them,but most people deny it even to themselves.I think if there was no such thing as gay or straight or bi-sexual and it was just a person liking another person a lot more people would admit it at least to themselves.

Updated 5/05 [M 27] I do consider myself straight and in reality do not find men attractive. But I do find myself having fantasies about being with a man.I have the fantasy of a man coming out from the shower with only a towel on, very tight so that it shows the figure of his ass and cock very nicely.I then go over to him go behind him and push my cock against his ass through the towel. I then go in front of him and let the towel fall. I then start sucking him off until he explodes. Usually at this stage in reality I explode.I maybe one day will live out these fantasies,I'll have to wait and see.

Updated 4/05 [M] For the longest time I've been wanting to share my fantasies. As with many others I am not gay (maybe very bi curious now) but have extreme gay fantasies. I have purchased a 7 inch vibrating butt plug. I must say that masturbating to that, or even going to the local convenience store is quite another experience. I digress..
In my fantasies, I usually picture myself being in middle of a gay threesome. I have this thing about being fully used. both holes. Now in a STD free world ideally I would love to suck a man off as another fucks my ass. I don't know why but having a manhood in my mouth is very appealing. But naturally only something similar to my own. Caressing his balls in my mouth and trying to deep throat are other turn ons as well as feeling a man cum deep inside me.
Another fantasy would be in a foursome. to get fucked by a man while in a 69 with another who would also be getting it up the ass. I could watch and lick 2 cocks. When the cock above me is about to explode I could swallow everything.
Thus far I've only had rim jobs with my gfs and do I love it! I might soon have an opportunity to realize these fantasies. I'll just have to wait and see what happens.

[M 60] I am a 60 year old married man. I have been married 33 years. In the last year I have fantasized about giving an older man a blow job. I finally got the opportunity when I was on vacation with my wife in Nevada. I met an older man, 70 yrs old, while wife was shopping. He told me that his wife never gave him any sex anymore and I told him I was lucky to get some once a month. We were both super horny and I offered to take care of him. Well, he took a shower and came out completely nude. I got in the traditional position, fully clothed, on my knees. I started playing with his cock and then finally began giving him a nice long blowjob, imitating my wife. I finished him off with my hand, while licking his balls. He exploded about twenty spurts. Joan, I must confess, even though I am embarassed and feel guilty, that I loved it. It was better than my wife's pussy. That was the only time, because I am real careful and do not want wife to know I ever did that. I am interested if any other men have same experience or cravings.

[M 50] I don't know if I am gay, bi or straight. There are times when I think that I wake up having a dream about getting fucked by a man. I have dreams where I am getting fucked by a woman with a strapon. I have dreams where I have the most romantic sex possible with a woman. Last night, I woke up when I was dancing with a woman and we were both wearing swim suits. I could feel the warmth of her body though the thin nylon fabric of both of our suits. I was wearing a racing suit. I was very hard and finished off the dream with a fantasy about sex with her.
A couple of nights ago, I had a dream where I was kneeling on the floor, sucking a guy off and riding a dildo on the floor. It was an ice dildo and cold! That is when I woke up.
I don't know if I am bi or not. I have an active imagination and now that I am 50, I don't think I am as inhibited as when I was younger.

Updated 3/05 [M] I have a Feeldoe dildo and I like to put it in my ass while I masturbate. I have discovered that I have to put it in at just the right time, otherwise is it more of a bother then a turn on. I need to be turned on to the right amount and then I slowly work it in. I make sure I use plenty of lube and the I lay on my right side and fuck my my right hand while my left hand reaches back and strokes the dildo in and out of me. It is pretty mind blowing to push the dildo in and then push my cock into my hand. It is like I am giving myself a reach around.
I have wanted to have sex with a man but have not done it. I have tried to hook up with guys on gay.com and other web sites, but either they don't show, or I am just not turned on by them. I haven't tried to hang out at a gay bar and see what I can find. Many of the men on gay web sites are married and cheating. I'm not into that.
My fantasies run the gamut that which is possible with a man. I focus on meeting a man who is a lot like me and gentle. I give myself to him and suck his cock and he fucks me. I don't usually need a fantasy while masturbating with the Feeldoe, because that sensation is enough on its own.
I would like get soapy with a man in the shower and let him do whatever he wants. My mouth, my ass? Take it, cum in me.
I would like to be with a couple, going down on her shaved pussy to suck her clit while he is fucking her from behind. I would put my tongue to everything. I would like to go 69 with a man.
I love women and would never hook up emotionally with a man. I get turned on by the sight of woman, never men. I just want to fuck one and be fucked to see what it is like.

Updated 11/04 [M] I have no idea if most men have gay fantasies, but in my deepest secrets, I have had them more times than I care to admit. They always focus around my wife having sex with another man and myself. I've even fantasized about it while actually having sex with my wife. My climaxes during these fantasies are extremely strong and my wife always asks me what special thing she did to make me cum so hard. My fantasies are always the same. My wife and I have invited a male partner into our bed. We focus on her, sucking her nipples, caressing her body. One or another between her legs sucking her clitoris while the other sucks her nipples. She jerking us both off, sucking us both off. One of us fucking her while the other receives a blow job from her. Then as the sex positions change and the scenes get hotter, my fantasy takes a turn. I picture him standing behind my wife, fucking her pussy, she on her knees, begging for more of his large hard cock. I sit closely by and watch as he fucks her, his cock pushing deep into her pussy, spreading her lips wide and I listen to her moan with pleasure. My excitement mounts as I see his cock, now soaked with her cum fucking her harder and faster. I slide up underneath her in a 69 position and ask her to suck me off while I began to suck furiously on her clitoris, his hard cock now inches from my face, occasionally rubbing against me as he drives deep into her pussy. Shes sucking my cock and begging for both of us to get her off. She explodes on his cock, her cum running down over it into my mouth as I suck her clitoris. He continues to fuck her hard after she cums, his hands pulling on her hips, driving into her. Still in my 69 position underneath her, I reach up with a hand and began squeezing his balls. He slows his thrusting and drives himself deep into her pussy with each stroke. She's moaning loudly from the pleasure of his large hard cock pounding into her. She begs for more, it makes him slow down again, than he pushes hard and deep into her. He makes her beg for every thrust. She's telling him how big it feels in her pussy, how hard it is. The more she screams for cock, the slower and harder his thrusts become. From squeezing his balls I sense he's ready to cum. His cock begans to jerk slightly as he fucks her. I can tell his load is soon to shoot into her hot pussy. One more hard thrust of his cock deep into her cunt and then I pull him out just as he readies himself for a last cumming drive into her. I wrap my lips around his cock. It's feels massive in my mouth. I suck as hard as I can, taking him as deep into my throat as possible without gagging. His hot cum shoots between my lips, I can't swallow it fast enough. His cock is jerking in my mouth and he cums and cums. Still squeezing his balls, I suck for all I'm worth. His hot cum is oozing out between my lips. I'm surpised by the quantity of his cum. Now with only the only head of his cock in my mouth I suck him dry, swallowing as much cum and I can. His cock is so hot in my mouth. I love the taste of both his cock and his cum. I can't get enough of him, I wish it would last forever. He's still hard when I finish. I give one final long lick to the underneath of his cock's head, then put my hand around this massive cock and push the head of it between my wife's wet pussy lips. I tell her to push back into him and I watch as his cock once again disappears deep into her pussy. She groans loudly as he buries himself once again into her cunt. I slide out from beneath my wife and postion myself in front of her face as he begins fucking her one more time. I ask her to suck me off as I have yet to climax and am very close to cumming. She strokes my cock with one hand as she starts sucking me.
I ask her not to swallow my cum when I explode, but rather hold as much of it in her mouth as she can until I finish cumming. It doesn't take much and soon my cock explodes, hot cum shooting into her mouth. It oozes between her lips in her attempt not to swallow. Once I finish, I hold her face in my hands and immediately began to french kiss her. Still tasting remnants of both her and his cum in my mouth, I now taste my own hot cum. Our tongues swirl and lick the cum from mouth to mouth as his cock continues to fuck her pussy. Our kiss is passionate and long as we both share and swallow all of the cum. He's fucking her hard again. She's almost passed out from so much fucking. On her knees, her face buried in her pillow, her legs spread, her moans almost inaudible, he tells her he's cumming in her pussy. He pounds into her as he shoots his load of hot cum. With his final spurt his cock slips from between her pussy lips and he falls back onto the bed. She can't move, she's still on her knees, face in her pillow. Her pussy is swollen and red. You can almost see the heat exuding from it.
With her cunt's opening still spread wide from the girth of his just removed cock I can readily see a large pool of both her's and his cum in her love canal. It drips slowly down over her pussy lips and her clitoris. My last act of the night is to move behind her and slowly and gently lick and suck her hot pussy until every drop of cum is cleaned from her. I push my tongue deep into her pussy and lick it starting from the inside to the outside. It amazes me how much cum is in her and my digging tongue and incessant sucking gives her one final orgasmic shudder as she collapses onto the bed. I have had this fantasy many times. If someday we could find the right person for both of us I know that I would fulfill it. The thoughts of a large hard cock cumming in my mouth and of me licking my wife's pussy clean of the same hot cum always gets me hard and the fantasy always gives me extraordinary orgasms. I'm not gay and I'm not bi, but I would very much love to have this one sexual experience.

Updated 4/04 [M 40s] I think I have always been curious about gay sex, and could explore it if the taboos weren't so strong and pervasive. I have always been curious and enjoyed looking at erect dicks, but I also enjoy looking at nude women. When I was young, I tried to 'deep throat' a banana, because I was curious; I found I could. Since then I've been curious whether I could do it with a dick, but have never pursued it. My dick is bigger than a banana, so I assume most penises are also, but I'm curious about what it'd be like sucking one down. I don't fantasize a lot about taking a dick, but have been curious about it ever since I found that I could deep throat. I'm not going to cruise gay bars looking for a pickup, or anything like that, but if I encountered the right situation where no one knew me and there was no chance of being discovered or identified would I participate in gay activity? Probably would- at least once. I enjoy reading gay male stories about both sucking and intercourse, and get erect just as easily with gay stories as with m/f stories. I don't enjoy cross dressing. Had a g/f once who wanted to dress me up in her nylons and panties, and I actually lost my erection while she was dressing me up. It is a turn-off. Would I like to have a penis in my ass? I don't think so, the thought isn't very exciting, but I might be willing to try it. The idea of sucking a penis is exciting, tho as is the thought of slurping cum.
My first wife was very expressive and she would always greet her girl friends with a kiss on the mouth. The wife of a couple of our friends didn't like this, and asked her to not do it, but with many of her girl friends, she would routinely greet them with a kiss on the mouth. This lady friend asked me a time or two, privately, if I thought my wife was gay or bi. I don't know the answer to that question. I think she may have been willing to explore; we never did. After we split up, one of her girl friends moved in with her for almost a year. I don't know if they got it on, but wouldn't be surprised. This girl friend had divorced a couple years before us and my wife used to talk with her for hours either on the phone or together. Actually, it was a turn-on for me when this g/f would come over, as my wife would greet her with a full body hug and mouth kiss. Looked sexy as hell. I hear from my kids that ex doesn't date.

[M 36] I am 36 and have been happily married for 10 years. I must confess that I have been having fantasies about being with other men for a while. I have engaged in 2 separate homosexual activities in the distant past. They were both very minor compared to the thoughts that I have as of late. I live in a very small conservative community where these things are completely taboo. I would not even know how to start a relationship with the same sex. Sometimes I so much would like to feel a hard cock in my mouth and having it explode its hot liquid deep down my throat. I also would love to have a cock slowly penetrate my ass and let me ride it for all its worth. I've never told anyone of these fantasies and would be so afraid of losing all that I have because of it. I guess if I knew that I would be able to get away with it, it would be so fantastic and I would do it in a minute. The thought of that warm cum all over me gives me such a rush. I never have any thoughts of cheating on my wife with another woman and no specific man that I know. I guess none of this will ever come to pass but thanks for an open forum where I could vent a little. Like a previous writer I also seem to have these urges in 2 or 3 month intervals and then it's forgotten for a while. Oh well at least I can dream.

[F 37] I'm a 37 year old female who is married with 2 children and I fantasize about being with a woman all the time. Even more now that I am married than I ever did when I was single. I would love to suck on a woman's breast and taste her love bud just to drive her to the brink of uncontrollable orgasm while I exploded at the same time. I have never told my husband or any other person about my fantasy for fear that I would no longer be excepted or even being branded as being a lesbian. I am a spiritual person and I was always thought that homosexuality is a sin - but I still want to explore being with a beautiful woman (inside and out) at least once in my lifetime - even if I do have to repent. For a long time I felt that I was the only person that shared these fantasies and now I know I'm not alone

Updated 3/04 [M 49] I'm writing and surprised at wanting to express myself when I am usually so quiet. I am and have been happily married for 15 years. I consider myself straight though I had some intimate contact with a close male friend in the past. In response to Gay Fantasies (updated 7/03) I can relate to several feelings this person expresses. I also seem to have two or three months cycles when I get intense cock sucking fantasies and get horny when fantasizing about having sex with another man. Usually after a few orgasms I'll go back to fantasizing about straight sex but for a while the thought of touching another man's cock and wanting to be touched is powerful. Gay fantasies are just that, fantasies. I used to feel guilty about having those feelings and reading your feedback that other guys also think about it too is nice to know. I just keep the fantasy to myself and enjoy the time when I can close my eyes and relax and pretend something is happening while I touch myself. I'd love to have an intimate friendship where I could suck somebody and have them cum in my mouth, I wonder what it would taste like and whether it would eventually progress to something more forbidden like anal sex. Would I be able to accept a cock in my ass pleasurably? I think so and I'd love to try if I wasn't married The response of a cock getting hard would be so gratifying to feel in my mouth, the idea of giving pleasure while somebody I care about (and find attractive!) would heighten the experience. I don't think I could safely share these fantasies with my wife, she likes me straight and I wouldn't want to jeopardize a wonderful relationship for my selfish curiosity. Thank you for the chance to share a few private thoughts.

Updated 2/04 [M 59] I must admit that I've been involved only a couple of times with the bi thing.My wife and I have been in the swinging lifestyle for about 5 years. We don't always shop around as we have a group of friends that we party with like 6 or 8 couples.Sometimes only a couple and sometimes with the whole group at a party.
If you're bi in the lifestyle,it's still a taboo between men and it's never brought up. The very vast majority of women in the lifestyle are bi at any chance they get. I guess women are more open minded,but guys still see it the other way.As close as we are with these friends I would never bring up the bi issue.Most guys are homophobic.
We had a threesome partner (a long time friend) that used to come over for some fun.He was bi to a degree also and I used to suck him while my wife watched and she really enjoyed it. One thing to understand. Oral is it and nothing else.I've tasted cum before and just can't handle it and can't see another guy putting his dick in me.Just ain't gonna happen. He did enjoy the taste and while I did my wife doggy he would slip under her and lick both of us while I was in her. He would ask me to let him know when I was cumming and I'd let it go and he stayed down there and cleaned both of us up.That felt good and was exciting to say the least. I tried it once,but when he came I just couldn't handle the taste. I do enjoy sucking another man and playing with him and jacking him off when he gets close and will at the chance when we get with another couple that's ok with it but most are not ok with it.
Double standard I think.

Updated 1/04 [M 56] I am male, 56, married happily, but have for a very long time fantasised about giving a man oral sex. My wife knows nothing about this, but I have confided in a female friend a few months ago. The fantasy is for me to be crossed-dressed, which I love doing and to be going down on a man, when his wife (pre-arranged of course) arrives to a big surprise. After I have finished and swallowed, she kisses me, tasting the cum in my mouth, and I then screw her doggy-style while she sucks him back to an erection.
My female friend, whose partner has had oral with a man has offered to oblige, but so far, having not met him have chickened out, to be frank. I have never really met a man with whom I would fancy trying this, so maybe it is just a fantasy. I sometime masturbate my way through this fantasy, but have no vision of the man in the fantasy.

Updated 11/03 [F] I am responding to your article about whether heterosexual women have lesbian fantasies. In my instance, I have never found a woman's body to be sexually appealing, like in the way i find a man's. I have fantasies about gay and straight men, but never about women. the closest thing would be during a non-orgasmic period in my life in which i fantasized about possessing a penis so that orgasms would be more frequent. But when i see two women kissing on tv, i always wonder what the fascination is. In my opinion, there should be more scenes in which hot men kiss!! :)

[M] I often find as I get older ( mid 40's) the more intense my curiosity of a same sex or bisexual encounter becomes. I get erect and leak copious amounts of precum thinking about sucking cock either with or without my wife teaching me how to suck cock when surfing the web (reading stories or downloading clips and pics). During the more intense sessions my spincther will twitch as well. Since this was a question if straight guys fantasize about gay sex I will concentrate on that aspect of my fantasies. I also want to point out that about 6 months ago I had a wet dream in bed with my wife next to me thinking about a gay encounter, I was totally shocked by this as I awoke still in a dream state thinking are it was just a dream that I came, until I felt the warm sticky sperm and wet shit on my body. It was a hot night and my sleep had been restless.Of course all of these are fantasies so no precautions are taken for aids or stds, otherwise I would probably try to bring them to reality without a fear of death.
Scenario 1 --- Home alone surfing the web I get a im from a gay male to watch his webcam. My cock is already shiny and leaking as we banter back and forth. Running my fingers around the head of my cock and another around my ass teasing and slowly oening up my rosebud.I take out and lube a toy and sit on it with a towel underneath it so the lube does not stain the cloth computer chair. I ride the toy pretending he is here with me taking me anally as I catch the precum with my fingers and taste myself imaging it is his. This usually causes a nice orgasm.
Scenario 2 --- I am a male cumslut for several guys as always they are shaved just like me. This one takes on several different dimensions in regards to positions. Postion1 I am on all fours sucking one of them and alternating by licking his smooth sac and down to his spincther while another is behind me rimming me and fingering me preparing me so he can slide into me. Now that I am prepared and stuffed from both ends sucking once cock while the other pounds me our smooth balls slapping against each other a third guy gets underneath me and starts to suck me and lick the junction between my balls and ass licking the guy doing my ass. Somehow in fantasy land the 2 cocks I am servicing cum just as I cum into the mouth on me. After the guy behind me pulls out his warm sperm rolls down and bathes my balls and leaves and extra tingling sensation that is quickly licked up by the guy who just sucked my.
Scenario 3 --- A stud is sitting on the floor and I am straddling his lap riding his hard cock, while another guy sucks me off.
Scenario 4 --- Surfing the web again for pics videos etc.brings this one up. Meeting with a tv or cd, ( what;s the difference I have never been able to figure that out). Anyhow a nice passable cd. I pickup this beautiful looking lady with legs to die for and a caboose that just screams lick me. Get her home and we are all hot and bothered raging hardon. I am sitting there getting this fantastic blowjob and she slides a finger up my ass to get me off. Her turn now, I reach down and feel a hard cock throbbing in her now his silk panties. I hope you don't mind. I'll go if , hold on turn around slide your skirt off. OMG I can't believe it your beautiful I blurt out You have got one of the best set legs I have seen in a long time. Seamed stockings heels and garter belt shaved legs and chest. With a cock straining silk panties with a long wet stain growing. I reach out get on my knees and slide the panties off of his legs his cock pops out with a clear strand of precum. I swallow his cock straight down and suck and lick him for awhile. I want you to fuck me dressed like that. I sit up on the bed and spread my legs I can't goet over how great the cock sticking out between the garter straps looks. I get fucked hard storking my cock until he cums in my ass and I come over both of our chests

Updated 9/03 [M 49] I would like to say that my sex life with my wife is fairly nonexistent and has been for quite some time. Although I do try often to no avail. I had a couple of experiences with men in my late teen and early 20's. About 6 yrs ago I was in a chat room (out of curiosity again) and a guy started chatting with me. The guy stated talking about m2m sex, which I responded that I had a couple of experiences some time ago. After a few times exchanging emails etc with him, I decided to meet him face to face. We met and talked for a while. Then after talking about m2m sex that he has had, he asked me the question "what next"? I was so turned on by it all that I just reached out and grabbed him, undid his pants and went down on him. I totally enjoyed it, because I was down on him for at least 40 minutes bringing him to orgasm and backing off and then repeating it a couple of times until he finally came.
Now six years later, I am still seeing other guys that I meet online, mostly either married or divorced guys. Sometimes I get with a gay guy. I have had some pretty good experiences one on one and threesomes, where I am the "center". I enjoy pleasing guys now even more, giving married guys something their wives won't give them. I enjoy them taking me anally, which I got into doing about 3 yrs ago now. I had a few guys try but did not want to do it. Then about 3 yrs ago a older widower, I met online talked me into trying it, so we did. He got me ready for him and with plenty of lube I climbed on top of him, straddled him and slipped him in me and i came like I never came before. After a while I got on all fours and he did me doggie style. Ever since then, when I meet a guy, I let him take me. I am glad I made it a reality...

And Women wrote too [F] My husband and I have been married quite a while, and I admit that I use fantasy to get excited enough to reach orgasm.
My next door neighbor and I are best friends, and her husband and my husband and I are very good friends and socialize a lot. We have even been to Europe together. Sometimes, I fantasize that she comes over and we get in my king size bed and decide to show each other our breasts (about an hour before my husband is due home from work). She and I both have big breasts, but hers are bigger. I imagine that I ask her if I can unbutton her blouse (she and I never wear bras around the house or each others houses either). (No we aren't swingers either.) She says that I can unbutton her blouse and she has these really big breasts with large nipples. I touch them, then start licking and sucking. She starts to breathe hard and then I push them together and suck both nipples between my lips at the same time. She is panting by this time. (We have both previously discussed how bored we are with the same old thing in the bedroom with our long time husbands.) Then I ask her if she wants to look at my breasts, and she starts lifting my t-shirt over my head.
She starts sucking on my breasts and then we get lubricant out of the night stand and rub a lot of it on our bare breasts and rub our breasts all over each other. We are so hot that we start french kissing and sticking our tongues in each others ears. I then climb on top of her and start hunching with our clothes still on. We are so hot we can hardly stand it. Ridiculous as it might seem, the thought of us french kissing each other is more erotic than us rubbing our large breasts all over each other. About that time my husband walks in the bedroom door and a slow smile spreads over his face. He walks over to the bed and starts rubbing one of her breasts and one of mine. I always wonder at this point, if she would back out, but in my fantasy she doesn't.
Then I ask him to suck her nipples and I start rubbing his dick through his jeans. She is moaning by this time. I tell her to unzip his jeans and take out his dick. She does, with difficulty, because he has such a hard on. I take on the domineering role and tell her to put his dick in her mouth and suck. She complies. He is about to come because he can't believe all this is happening in his bedroom. I then start pulling off her shorts after which I insert my fingers between the lips of her vagina. She is arching her back and my husband is holding both of her breasts and sucking them back and forth by this time. She is sucking his dick for all she is worth. I then take one of his hands and insert his finger into her vagina and I start sucking her breasts and have him suck my breasts. We are one big slippery, hot, out of breath ball of desire. She is kissing me, I'm kissing her, we are kissing him, taking turns sucking him and then, I grab is dick and tell him I want him to fuck her while I watch. I make him stop everything he's doing and watch while I open up the lips of her vagina and let him see. I then tell him to straddle her and I guide my husbands dick into my best friends vagina. She moans and arches her back receiving his large dick (he wears a size 13 shoe-need I say more). I lay there inches from them while I watch my husbands disdended dick slide in and out of her slick vagina. I let him make her come while I am sucking her breasts, then make him remove his dick from her and put it in my vagina and make me come too.
Usually, I have no problem coming after I fantasize this scenario. She is always sucking my nipples while he is fucking me and I am climaxing. I get him to take his dick out of me and finish by her giving him oral sex. It is so hot. No matter how many times I fantasize it gets me every time.

Updated 8/03 [M 50] I'm a straight 50 year old man, as straight as straight can be. Happily married for 23 years, with an active, quite normal (whatever that is) sex life. I'd say my wife and I have sex at least 4 times and as many as 10 times a month. All different positions, oral, etc. However, I must admit that for the last several years I've become curious about what it would be like do do it with another man. I suppose to some extent the "Bi-Curious" message boards on some chat sights might have contributed to that - "Hey it's not just me"...
Anyway, I find myself wondering what it would be like to play with another man, make him erect, and fondle and suck him off, and yes, even have him cum in my mouth. Curiosities, fantasies, call them what you will but I admit to thinking about it. Sometimes I feel like, hey, you only come this way one time, why not experience it all (to a point - no curiosity what so ever for anal). So there you have it. I haven't as yet acted on this fantasy - not enough guts or just not curious enough, but who knows?

Updated 7/03 [M] It seems my Cock Sucking Fantasies (CSF) have abated. This is not unusual, since I first got into CSF, it has come and gone. About every three or four months it will start coming back and get stronger and stronger. During my last peak, I bought two life-like penis dildos, one 6 1/2 inches and the other 8 inches. I indulged in my CSF by sucking on the dildos. I can easily deep-throat the 6 1/2 but can only take about 4 inches of the large one. Extra thick too. During this period I had some of the strongest orgasms I can ever remember. I had read on another board a suggestion to put one's own cum on a dildo and try that for a lifelike experience. This drove me to my knees with pleasure. As I write this I am getting hot, but trust me the CSF will stay away for awhile. I still like looking at cumshot pics, but I focus on the tits, not the cock . I do not resist the CSF return either, it just will happen naturally. I think these fantasies are my attempt to get higher orgasmic highs. Do other guys like looking at erect, squirting cocks for fun and fantasy?

[M] I'm a straight male, although I do enjoy being dildoed by a woman. In spite of this, I had never thought about doing a guy. However, many years ago when I was about 25, I was at a nude beach in San Diego, and I saw this really stunning guy. He had long blond hair and was very well built (not quite like professional body builder but very well muscled), and had an all over tan. He was extremely handsome without being either excessively masculine nor effeminate. What was most striking, however, was that his body below the shoulders was completely shaved, especially including a very large, sexy cock. I had never seen a shaved guy before, but this was a serious turn on.
Since this is not a Penthouse Forum letter, I have to admit that I didn't meet him and go to bed with him. On the other hand, if had come over to me and suggested the same, I imagine that I would have done just that. To this day, I have had many fantasies about getting on top and riding his magnificent cock for all its worth.
Although he was a phenomenal fantasy, I didn't turn homosexual nor even bi-sexual. In the years that have followed I don't know if I've ever seen any other guys that I would go to bed with.

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